Finally. I'm OK. Thank God for that, I guess. Part of being OK now is that I am not overwhelmed by guilt and shame. But there is some. Crazy people act crazy and “hurting people hurt people”. I didn’t kill myself 9 years ago when I thought that I was no good to myself or my adult children and not much good for anybody/anything else. But instead of being killed, long buried feelings and behaviors came spewing out in my struggle to “live”. Hence I’m back to a theme I started writing here abo