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LostBoy last won the day on March 19 2019

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    Life sucks, then you die.

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  1. Hi @Lodz! long time no see! I hope you have been doing well and based on your post it sounds like you're coping better than in the past. My responses to this thread were definitely not my finest moments and I do suppose that there are people who get "amped" off of these "hand grenade" style comments so I should probably have just kept my mouth shut. It was a rough time for me and I think this guy's "I cured cancer" mentality was just off-puting enough to get a rise out of me and put me on my soapbox. I'm better now 😁. Anyway, glad to see you on here again, hopefully not because thing
  2. Well I've been quiet for a little while now. It's been a busy few weeks. My job has yet to change but I anticipate it will happen in the next month. I'm trying to prepare myself both physically and mentally for this change but I found myself going through old photos today and I've been on the verge of tears all day. It probably doesn't help that I started drinking early today but I needed something to kill the pain. Anyway, I just wanted to check in and give a brief update. Stay well.
  3. In an earlier post I referenced having a small penis as a handicap and was taken out of context in what I meant but I do agree that a small penis is a physical handicap. The definition of a handicap is "a condition that markedly restricts a person's ability to function physically, mentally, or socially". My small penis restricts what I can do. It restricts my ability to provide my wife pleasure through penetration, it restricts the positions in which I can successfully have sex, it restricts my ability to easily sit and pee in the toilet, and it restricts me mentally.
  4. I am very sensitive to hearing about small penis' in a movie or TV show. It seems to be never ending and I hear comments all time that drive me crazy.
  5. When i was single I met a guy and we started meeting up in person at his place. He was much larger than me and i did admire his size. He didn't seem to mind my small size either. To this day, i feel like there was some form of admiration or submission aspect due to his large penis.
  6. If you've been married a long time then you most likely know your wife much better than I do. It doesn't sound malicious, the way you told the story, but it's difficult to make a judgement call on here.
  7. Hello Klingsor, have you always felt this way? I would assume not, because I don't know how you would have been able to go to college, and actually graduate. I understand what you're saying and can only imagine how difficult that burden is on you. I have some of the same feelings as you have expressed but I am fortunate enough to be capable of suppression and control most of the time.
  8. I agree with Victim, The longer you wait the harder it becomes to try something new. It sounds like you are well educated and apparently have some marketable skills. I'm not sure of your family status but based on pasts posts I assume you are single so if that is the case then at least you don't have to worry about the impact of your choice on your family. If you are early in your career then this is the time to do it becasue it definitely gets more difficult with time. It's a ridiculous cliche but I'm going to use it anyway...The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over a
  9. Hello @Klingsor_the_Capon I appreciate your thoughts and comments here and I truly hope things improve for you. I hate to hear that it's gotten bad enough that suicide is being considered. I think your posts have likely helped a large number of people on here so please keep that in mind. We all have a purpose and the potential to add value. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I read the article and agree with almost all of it. First we have to define what successful looks like and it's likely different based on your economic upbringing and current status. Many people who grew
  10. Well I mentioned it in another post but I thought this would be the right place to vent and get things off my chest. I am currently working on a project that would result in the reorganization of my team. As part of the reorganization design I eliminated my current role because it would be better to be combined with another role at a higher level. By doing this I basically designed myself out of a job and put myself in a position where I will now have to interview for another opportunity. What sucks about this is I really don't have any desire to relocate. I have been in Texas for ov
  11. Thanks @Victimorthecrime. I suppose so. I really do not want to change companies because I do enjoy the company I work for and the people in it, overall, are good people. I've heard so many nightmares about other companies. I'm also not keen on "starting over" with a new company. That means that I would have to start over with the connections, politics, networking, systems, and processes. I've been with my current company for most of my career so I'm afraid that I'm too old of a dog to learn new tricks. Right now I'm venting a little but in the end nothing has happened yet. The
  12. The bad thing about this is I think I'm one of the bastards. A company is simply made up of people who are all fighting and scraping to stay relevant enough not to lose the security that they have. This is true for me, for my boss who is a SVP, for his boss who is a president, and for the board of directors who he reports to. We're all just trying to exist and the higher you go the less likely you are to survive long term. Also, from what I see, the higher you go the more you hours per day you work. My boss seems to work about 15 hours a day from what I can tell.
  13. I guess my dream job would be growing pot and distilling liquor. I've "been there done that" with the white trash so it's off my bucket list now.
  14. It can be an "express train" for sure. I have been very fortunate in the fact that my company has done a great job of supporting hard working employees over the years but it's still a crap shoot at times. I've eliminated my job but they will not just put me in another one. I have to interview just like anyone else would for a new job. On top of that, they have been on a kick here lately to "hire for potential" in order to increase diversity so even if I am the most qualified for the job I may not get it due to the diversity agenda that is currently taking place.
  15. Hi @Victimorthecrime, well I guess I shouldn't have made that comment about stress because I'm now sitting at home stressed out about work and life in general. Without going into a lot of details, I basically reorganized myself out of a job this week. I then presented it to senior management, and they liked what they saw. So what does this mean? It basically means I am now looking for a new position in my company because mine will likely not exist in a few months. For anyone out there that thinks being in middle management is a cushy job, you could not be more wrong. It is always hig
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