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Im actually having a real hard time, its been some months im on the maniac phase but sometimes it gets mixed, when i feel down and low. I have been into not so hard crisis but its been two weeks that im compulsively touching myself over and over. Im eating a lot, i feel empty and im not being productive. Sometimes i distract myself and try tp get over it but its not working anymore. I just moved and i feel like this is not my place. Im trembling all the time, and i want to cry. I feel like im going to explode at any moment and i start feeling suffocated, in panic. I feel guilty, everything is
I'm at the point that I don't know what to do... it's been a series of unfortunate events since October of last year, and I'very hit my breaking point. I don't want to keep doing this, especially if things keep falling apart... I was in the middle of my 3rd quarter in the nursing program when I caught my boyfriend lying to me about texting one of my "friends" and we broke up, then he swore up and down that he was working on rebuilding trust (while he pursued another woman and covered up all evidence of any communications... she contacted me), my dog of ten years was diagnosed with a malignant
I don't know how to say this. These feelings... they started around April/May of 2013. They are very horrifying and disturbing thoughts. I... get off very hard on seeing dogs hurt and slaughtered. I mean, seeing dogs being...[/removed graphic descriptions/] All of it arrouses me very much. But at the same time, it repulses me and makes me cry in emapthy for these poor creatures. My feelings are extrememly conflicted and confusing. Let me fill in a little background info. In september of 2012 I became Vegetarian. I could no longer support us killing animals and eating them. It left me feeling a