Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 -Sorry for the spelling mistakes, but I am not English.-To begin with, I know a lot of you suffer from small penis syndrome, and I have suffer from it a long time during my life until I look at the statistics. Even now, when I know I am average, I still doubt my size. But there is worst things in life, as a thing that I have. What? Let me explain.I have a penis totally in the average and I am willing to have a smaller penis (4 inch lenght if I have to) just so that I can obtain something in exchange. What? Well, during all my life, I have never one time (when I say never, its never) experience pleasure from my body. Nothing from my penis. I feel absolutely nothing when I ejaculate: its as if I urinate. No libido. I have no sensation of ''hot''. Zero, Dead. I don't know what it feel to be sensitive to parts of the body. I am completly ignorant of what Sex is. I have tried sex with someone, and nothing happen, I had no pleasure at all. I'm 28 years old and the sensation is supposing to begin around the age of 10. Am I going to die whithout experiencing joy from my body? I am in despair. I have seen a Urologist and he don't know what the cause is.So to all of you who have a smaller penis, look at me: I would love to be you, for truth. Would you like to exchange? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 hi, Lan. welcome to the forum. sorry you have this unusual condition. how is your life otherwise? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 I'm tired and I feel apathic a lot. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 That sounds like an awful affliction. I'd rather have a micropenis and experience sexual pleasure than a 9 incher and feel nothing. Do you have regular erections? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 I'm tired and I feel apathic a lot.well, i guess it's better than being angry and upset all the time, like me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Yes, I have regular erections: for that, no problem. But what the use? Faking pleasure? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Yes, I have regular erections: for that, no problem. But what the use? Faking pleasure?I understand. This sounds horrible. I sincerely hope that you somehow fix this problem. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 My dream is simple: to have what I think everyone have. If only I could know the feeling, to understand, but I am completly in the dark. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 believe it or not, i'd actually trade with you if i could. i have no need for any sensations. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 My dream is simple: to have what I think everyone have. If only I could know the feeling, to understand, but I am completly in the dark.I think sexual pleasure is the birthright of every man & woman including yourself. You're essentially asexual then right? Obviously it's impossible for me to describe it to you. How old are you? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 I am 28 years old, and I am not asexual, I want to have sex, its just I feel nothing as I said. But I am young, so I still have time to solve this probleme. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 I am 28 years old, and I am not asexual, I want to have sex, its just I feel nothing as I said. But I am young, so I still have time to solve this probleme.Best of luck to you sir. Please keep us posted. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Our mod, IrmaJean, has suffered from this for years which she shared once on this forum, but none of the self centered fucks on this forum even acknowledged it.Can you jog my memory here. Was it the inability to orgasm or the inability to feel sexual pleasure? For some reason I was under the impression it's the former but regardless, the latter is also horrifying enough to me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Lantrier, welcome to the community. I'm sorry you have been experiencing this. Has your doctor checked your hormone levels and/or checked for nerve damage?I could better explain my personal problem, but I don't want to take over the thread here. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 When I have seen a urologist, he checked my penis and he said it was normal. Then he gave me a paper so that I could check my testosterone level, but I did not go yet thinking it was a waste of time (I still have the paper).For the nerve damage, how can a urologist check that? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 A lack of testosterone would inhibit erections so I don't think it's that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 But I cannot get erection just by watching something: I have to use my hand. By inhibit you mean automatic? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Oohh Okay. Then it could be a testosterone problem. It's worth checking that out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Next monday, I am going to take blood test, so I will know for sure. And this morning I took 2 capsule of Maca for testing, and it did nothing beside coming faster. I don't know what else I could take: I'm going to check that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 What's maca? An androgen? If it's supposed to boost testosterone and had no effect then it could be something else? This is something definitely worth looking into and seeing through to the end. By the way, how do you know your sexuality if you don't experience sexual sensation? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Lantrier, welcome to the community. I'm sorry you have been experiencing this. Has your doctor checked your hormone levels and/or checked for nerve damage?I could better explain my personal problem, but I don't want to take over the thread here.I think it's entirely relevant if you're comfortable talking about it? Maybe it could shed some light on the OP issues. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lantrier Posted November 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Maca is a plant that we found in peru and it give energy and suppose to increase libido. I don't think it increase testosterone. And I know my sexual orientation, because I know what sex I am santimental. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 27, 2015 Report Share Posted November 27, 2015 Okay. Good luck. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted November 28, 2015 Report Share Posted November 28, 2015 I would recommend talking to as many doctors as you need, get second and third opinions if need be, talk to your GP too maybe until you get an answer. I know I really struggled to find a doctor who even understood my problem. For me, I had full sensation until I had my third child, but after that I lost sensation. I'm a woman, so I only know how things work for me and can only express my personal experience with this. Maybe it's helpful, though? I had doctors test me with a q-tip...of course I felt the q-tip (frustrating and humiliating experience), but I only have touch sensation...I no longer am able to feel the "special" sensations needed... The doctors feel this is due to nerve damage that happened during the birth of my daughter. Do I feel sexual pleasure? I do, but not *that* kind of pleasure. The entire arousal system works together and can be affected when there is an awareness there is no possibility of achieving climax. If you have never felt the pleasurable sensations associated with arousal and orgasm, I could see how this might also affect your ability to become aroused.For me, it's very difficult to talk about because it's all so clinical and I'm a human being...I do empathize.I hope you find some answers. Wishing you well. 51 Years of Misery 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 28, 2015 Report Share Posted November 28, 2015 Thanks for the honest and detailed reply Beth. So you basically feel touch sensation but no sexual pleasure/sensation? This must have been extremely difficult to come to terms with? I'm sorry to hear about that. I don't know why this particular affliction strikes a nerve with me but I wouldn't cope with it the way you have. You're obviously a better and more complete human being than I am. Does this still bother or upset you? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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