Ravenkitten Posted December 22, 2015 Report Share Posted December 22, 2015 I am ending this year as a 20 year old female whose depression has worsened since high school, and whose year has been absolute shit. Reasons why 2015 has been the worst year of my life so far: Monty Oum, someone I looked up to very much, died at the beginning of the year.I suffered my first severe panic attack shortly after his deathMy depression began to worsenI had to start therapyI discovered that a good friend was actually a toxic friendI only got to come home for one month due to summer schoolI had several more panic attacks over the summerI lost my financial aidMy boyfriend of four years broke up with meI have been disqualified from the school I was studying in before I could switchI may end up being disowned by my parents for being kicked out of schoolI very much want to kill myself because I would rather die than be a disappointmentThis year has not been kind to me at all, and it's almost like high school is repeating all over again. My therapist from school said I might have PTSD, so along with my depression, it's just a whole crock of shit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TooOld4This Posted December 24, 2015 Report Share Posted December 24, 2015 Don't die, Ravenkitten; you're a precious person.If you lose face with your parents by being kicked out of college,find a different college and start over there.When it comes to college, you aren't a failure as long as you try again and again.You're not a failure if you screw up -- only if you give up. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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