GoingInsane Posted November 11, 2017 Report Share Posted November 11, 2017 Hi, I m 55 years old and from Asia. I m straight male, maybe not for long. Desperately need advice on how to live the rest of my life I hope you guys here can help, really feels like I m going insane... Will see you all in the forum. regards Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LaLa Posted November 11, 2017 Report Share Posted November 11, 2017 Hello and welcome! I'm sorry you feel like going insane ... Would you describe what's happening? 5 hours ago, GoingInsane said: maybe not for long Do you mean by that you're also suicidal? Here is a website that could be helpful: https://www.metanoia.org I'm looking forward to your further posts. Take care! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GoingInsane Posted November 13, 2017 Author Report Share Posted November 13, 2017 On 11/12/2017 at 12:56 AM, LaLa said: Do you mean by that you're also suicidal? The thought had crossed my mind but I m too coward to go through. It is more related to being bullied since young because of small down there, girlfriends, and wife cheats because of it. Failing business in my country's weak economy. "maybe not for long" - I mean it as... I have been thinking since last year to live the rest of my life as a trans-woman. But I don't know if there's any lesbian that's interested in trans-woman. Since my late teens/early 20's, I hate my small genital, I can't stand looking at myself in the mirror. I well do a proper post in the correct forum later. regards Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YOTH Posted November 13, 2017 Report Share Posted November 13, 2017 Hi, @GoingInsane, thanks for posting. I'm sorry that you're going through a tough time right now, it's a horrible feeling to see ourselves as less than a man. I hope you'll keep posting and find friends going through the same thing. Everyone here will help and offer advice if they can. Take care ☮ LostBoy 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GoingInsane Posted November 14, 2017 Author Report Share Posted November 14, 2017 So I have read about 20 threads in the SPS forum, I suppose I should feel better knowing that I m not alone, but I m not. I used to have 4" BP fully erect when I was 20, but somehow lost it, only 2" BP now and unable to fully erect. I guess years and years of suffering from diabetes, severe obesity and ED have taken its toll. It is depressing reading about others having their sps problems - reminded me of my own frustrations. I too stop watching porn about 25 years ago, I got depressed watching them with giant cocks. Why science haven't put any effort into this field. Isn't it there is a way to transplant? Some of those transgenders have big cocks, they can sell since they gonna cut it off anyway. I m not asking for super big one; just normal ones like 5"-6".... I gotta stop, upsetting talking about it. regards LostBoy and Small 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Small Posted November 14, 2017 Report Share Posted November 14, 2017 Hello, pay a visit to the sps forums Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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