Christopher Posted May 19, 2008 Report Share Posted May 19, 2008 Since I was a child I was fascinated with the idea of getting kicked in the balls. I was reluctant to speak about it, but throughout adolescence I had asked a few friends to do it for me. Through high school I never thought about it, but during college I began to view "ballbusting" pornography. I began to grow highly attracted to this fantasy so much so that I became aroused at seeing a woman's feet, thinking about what she could do to me.This climaxed when I asked my exgirlfriend to try it out on me. She and I engaged in some light "ballbusting" stuff and it definetely excited both of us. The issue is that I KNOW this is a fetish and that's it's unhealthy. There have been times when I have no healthy urges for sex, simply desiring to be abused and kicked by a woman. The fascination rests in the power that a woman holds in this situation. I want to get rid of this. I don't know where it comes from or why it's here. If there are any practical steps that I can take to rid myself of this obsession, I'll gladly take them.Any help that you can offer would be greatly appreciated. This is something that I struggle with on and off. It's been dormant for awhile, but it sprang up again yesterday and I don't want to fall back into this obsession.ThanksChristopher Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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