SweetSue Posted September 13, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 Thanks malign for trying to help Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted September 13, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 13, 2009 HEY THERE EVERYONEWELL TODAY HAS BEEN VERY EMOTIONAL. NO HYPERS, TODAY ....... NO SUCH LUCK. TODAY IM HAVING A MEGA BUMMER OF A LOWPER DAY.NOTHING HAS GONE RIGHT. STILL NO SLEEP, ALTHOUGH I DID HAVE A COUPLE OF HOURS SLEEP 3 OR 4 DAYS AGO. WAS REALY TIRED LAST NIGHT AND COULD DONE WITH A FEW HOURS , BUT HEY I GUESS IT JUST WASNT MEANT TO BE.EVERYBODY SEEMED TO NEED TO TALK TO ME, ABOUT ONE THING OR ANOTHER TODAY, AND YES I KNOW I REALY SHOULD OF OPENED UP TO THESE PEOPLE BUT , MY MOUTH HAD NO VOICE, I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO SAY, ITS JUST THE WORDS GOT STUCK.NOT GOOD REALY WHEN ITS AN ESSENTIAL PART OF MY THERAPY, MIND YOU HAVING SAID THAT IT PROBABLY WOULD OF HELPED IF THE COUNCELOR WAS A LITTLE LESS IMPATIENT WITH ME. THE JOYS OF A BUSY WARD. BUT IT REALY DOES NOT HELP WHEN SOMEONE IS CLOCK WATCHING.I DONT KNOW, THAT WAS MY RESPONSE TODAY TO MOST THINGS THAT IS OFCOURSE WHEN I WASNT BUSY HIDING MY FACE IN MY PULLOVER SO THEY WOULDNT SEE MY TEARS.SEE THATS ONE OF MY ISSUES, I CAN TALK TILL THE COWS COME HOME ON MY LAPTOP, BUT YOU HAND ME A PHONE OR PUT ME FACE TO FACE WITH SOMEONE, WELL THATS WHEN I CLAM.IF ANY BODY OUT THERE HAS EVER BEEN LIKE THIS AND HAS GOT ANY TIPS ON HOW I CAN OVER COME THIS FEAR OF MINE I WOULD BE GRATEFUL, COZ IT MIGHT HELP WITH MY THERAPY, JUST A LITTLE BITTHANKS TAKE CAREJj:confused::mad::eek: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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