KrissyRae Posted May 31, 2008 Report Share Posted May 31, 2008 My boyfriend killed himself in front of me in 2001. I'm now 26 and I feel like i'm 19 again. I feel like my life stopped. Since then i've been self destructing, having horrible anxiety and panic attacks and even developed OCD. I feel like i'm one big mess. It's not weird for me to stay in my bed for days at a time. I'm just sick of feeling so alone and sad.....I dont know what to do. He has ruined my life... i've dissapointed my family and myself... Will it ever get better? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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