Dawn_40 Posted June 13, 2008 Report Share Posted June 13, 2008 That's what I feel like. I thought my dad a monster & went about finding out why. There are several explanations but it don't make it any better. It don't change facts. The fact is I have a father out there who don't know jack about me or mine. I doubt he remembers our b-days & he's even lost our phone number. I've never had his work number. He never was & never will be much concerned. No matter how old you get...it still hurts.My lil bro & I have this but we also have other family members who hate our dad the monster. My oldest bro tells me if he ever sees my dad again he'll kill him. My next oldest has simply blamed us for every mistake either parent ever made. There was such jealousy...& not just for me but then next my own daughter...granny's favorite. All 3 females were blamed/resented/hated.Next we had a step-dad who had us convinced we were stupid, lazy, & worthless just like our dad. He would drive a wedge between my mom & I almost their entire relationship. This left me with basically no help/support/back-up.So in every relationship I've had since I've been on my own. I raised a sick kid by myself & if people messed with us then they messed with us...be that men, be that friends, be that teachers, be that doctors, or be that gov't/state help agencies or orgs. We've been on our own.In 2004 my mom died suddenly. I would disown most of my whole family...the few still living anyway. We just thought we were on our own...now we really know. It's amazing the amount of people who take advantage today...including men.I've recently been given an eviction notice for complaining about my environment & some bad apple neighbors. A couple I met yesterday (neighbors) who were supposedly out to help/defend me managed to rip off pain pills while they were here. I just got a prescription the other day while I was at the ER. Here I am sick/disabled & in need of serious help & they're ripping me off while I'm being evicted for trying to defend people's rights. Then they have the nerve to ask me to play their taxi. I think both need to see jail today. Evidently this is what it will take for some people. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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