janetb65 Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 Okay, here's the deal in as short synopsis that I may write.Married almost 7 years, known my husband over 22 years. Abusive relationship. He abused me verbally and mentally Monday A.M. then started becoming physically abusive. He went to jail for CDV. His boss got him released. Now I am working with a shelter to get a protection order against him and put him out of the house. I am not near my pets or things. I feel so alone I can't stand it.My marriage is ending and I am trying to view it as one door closes and another opens but all I do is want to cry. I cannot cry around the people I am staying with, because I feel like an idiot. I cannot afford gas to go to a support group and where I live there is no public transportation. I have no money, nothing. I know that the ending of this marriage is for the best but how does one pick up the pieces and go on when their whole world is crashing in around them? HOW? And how are you supposed to hold it together and find employment after being a housewife for 7 years? I have applied at over 10 different places since Wednesday. I am submitting apps online everything, but I feel like a failure. A complete failure at my marriage and not being a productive member of society when I have been at home for 7 years.I just want to explode. Will someone please, please write me and tell me I am not alone? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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