Woke up in terror

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Had some bad dreams last night. I'm terrified of the demons inside of me. I was very depressed yesterday but had a good therapy session. I went to bed with some hope, but woke up in a state of fear. Right now I just want the fear to go away. I can't even put it into words. It's just a primal fear. My dreams are always about pain and loss. My mind is trying to destroy me, all day every day.