Lindamomof7 Posted November 16, 2010 Report Share Posted November 16, 2010 Hi AllanNo my self sabotage or "blocking" is not of a residential place it is the blocking of help or as I have always said in the past, throwing my walls up to help. She thinks the residential place would be "safer" for me since I dysregulate so much and the program is a 12 hour a day program filled with meetings, classes etc... So the intensity in a protected place in the least amout of time versus outpatient. I saw her last night to discuss my feelings and for us to get on the same page with understanding me. I am so proud I went because I run from conflict, I didnt always but I am vulnerable now I guess. So I went and we cleared up some misunderstandings of each other. I feel so much better and my life feels like a flow chart, if this works ok but if it doesnt then lets try this, then this etc. So we are scheduling sessions 3 times a week to almost mimic a PHP program but if I really become in a funk and am unsafe then I guess I have no choices left but to got to the residential place for at least a month Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tash28 Posted November 16, 2010 Report Share Posted November 16, 2010 Hi Linda Just waiting to say that Im glad ur doing ok.Keep up the good workTake care Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lindamomof7 Posted November 16, 2010 Report Share Posted November 16, 2010 Thanks Tash, yeah I am trying to work through some of this stuff and keep tackling the mood swings... I never thought my life would be so focused on any of this.... UGH I want my old self back!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tash28 Posted November 16, 2010 Report Share Posted November 16, 2010 Hi LindaYour doing a good job. Keep going and you willl get where you wanna be.Take care Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lindamomof7 Posted November 16, 2010 Report Share Posted November 16, 2010 Thanks Tash... I seem to always be learning a little bit as I go. Isn't that what we are all suppose to do??? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tash28 Posted November 16, 2010 Report Share Posted November 16, 2010 Hey LindaYes I believe in that you never stop learning. Carry on with your journey Linda it will be worth it in the end. You will get there I know you will. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lindamomof7 Posted November 16, 2010 Report Share Posted November 16, 2010 Thanks I have alot of bumps, or shall I say mountains that I have been tackling. I sure hope I eventually get it rather then stay flat.... You to Tash, Keep up the good work:) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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