Rman34 Posted October 31, 2010 Report Share Posted October 31, 2010 Well, it has been about 2 months or so since I have posted any thing here. To start off in the least I think what ever may be the matter with me is slowly (but as of late rapidly) progressing into something worse I could say. I last spoke of isolateion of my self from the world. Now do not get me wrong I do have friedns very close ones I have know for some time. As of late I have been spending alot of time with them and in the most part enjoying my self. But I have noticed and they have brought to my attention is how I act at time. it is like all the sudden I feel a rush of anger to say in the least, and nothing seems to trigger it, I get real quite I do not talk to people I just sorta sit there and ignore them. They ask me "dude what is the matter" and I honesty can say I have no idea, I just get into as I call them one of my moods, I go from happy to mad or some other kind of feeling and not even really notice my self doing it or as to why I am doing it. I often wonder if I am insane, but then I thought to my self, to doubt my sanity I must be sane right? So the other night I got into one of my moods and I sorta went off on a few of them and vowed never to come back and to hang with them....and so here I am alone once again, feeling a bit depressed and angry at my self for being to say in the least "an ass". I guess I was kinda hoping by taking a chance I would change the kind of person I am, and I really do what to change who I am, for the better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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