Rman34 Posted October 31, 2010 Report Share Posted October 31, 2010 Well, it has been about 2 months or so since I have posted any thing here. To start off in the least I think what ever may be the matter with me is slowly (but as of late rapidly) progressing into something worse I could say. I last spoke of isolateion of my self from the world. Now do not get me wrong I do have friedns very close ones I have know for some time. As of late I have been spending alot of time with them and in the most part enjoying my self. But I have noticed and they have brought to my attention is how I act at time. it is like all the sudden I feel a rush of anger to say in the least, and nothing seems to trigger it, I get real quite I do not talk to people I just sorta sit there and ignore them. They ask me "dude what is the matter" and I honesty can say I have no idea, I just get into as I call them one of my moods, I go from happy to mad or some other kind of feeling and not even really notice my self doing it or as to why I am doing it. I often wonder if I am insane, but then I thought to my self, to doubt my sanity I must be sane right? So the other night I got into one of my moods and I sorta went off on a few of them and vowed never to come back and to hang with them....and so here I am alone once again, feeling a bit depressed and angry at my self for being to say in the least "an ass". I guess I was kinda hoping by taking a chance I would change the kind of person I am, and I really do what to change who I am, for the better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
finding my way Posted October 31, 2010 Report Share Posted October 31, 2010 Rman, that anger is about something. Do you have any access to therapy? You are welcome to explore your thoughts here if that will help. What is it that triggers you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rman34 Posted October 31, 2010 Author Report Share Posted October 31, 2010 Something, well something covers a alot of things, but the question is what is that something. But nothing seems to trigger this mood shift, I will be happy and having a good time and then start feeling anger, even feeling alone in a room full of people. As far as therapy goes, I can not afford that for it is rather pricey in my area. I guess certain people are just not cut out to be social with others, and I am really thinking I am one of them, even though I do desire to be with others but it is really much easier for me and other if I just stayed away from them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
finding my way Posted November 1, 2010 Report Share Posted November 1, 2010 It might seem easier to just avoid people, but you would be putting off dealing with what this is all about and feeling better. There are tons of resources on this site if you get a chance to look around. The one on anger starts here http://www.mentalhelp.net/poc/center_index.php?cn=116 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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