confusedboy16 Posted November 2, 2010 Report Share Posted November 2, 2010 Please help me.I am ever so confused. I have been diagnosed with OCD, offically, by my doctor and medication presribed. I still think I'm a pedo. I'm sure I'm attracted, when I'm out and about I'm constantly looking at people in a sexual way, and almost looking for someone to look at. Thing is, I have no sexual desire. I'm worried that when I'm older I may abuse a child as I'm gay, and have had no sexual relationship. Everyone tells me pedophiles always attack. I don't want to. I saw a boy today, he must have been about , and I questioned whether or not I was attracted to him. That's the thing! I just don't know. I feel like I am trying to avoid the situation, like pretending I'm not one. Like I'm finding it hard to admit I am, but that's the thing, one minute I think I am, the next I don't. I HAVE masturbated over younger boys before. But in general, I guess, I don't FEEL attracted to CHILDREN. I just don't know. Am I? I get scared about going out incase I see a child. It's like I want to see children though? I've been obbsessing over this for a while. I have a fetish for sports shoes/ clothes. Earlier I masturbated over a picture of a shoe -- I know, I'm weird -- but, I masturbated over wearing the shoe at 11. I mean, me wearing the show. Thing is, I'm sure it's only young sports boys I feel attracted to? When I'm out and about I always look at young boys, like teenage boys, in school uniform. I love teenage boys. Am I a pedo? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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