Tired

[Waiting]

I am so tired of waiting. I am tired of nothing but bad things happing. I am tired of not be able to defend myself. I am tired of waiting for thing that will lead to other things and nothing even close to an assurance that things will be set right. I am tired of everyone judging and no one understanding.

I wait to see my girlfriend again.

I wait for my divorce to move.

I wait for application after application to end in a job.

I wait for my trial date.

I wait for a chance to get my old job back.

I am tired of living in fear of so many things.

I am tired of everything making everything so much more complicated.

I am tired.