shanrucas Posted November 10, 2010 Report Share Posted November 10, 2010 I'm not saying I want to kill myself, I just want all the pain to end. I'm tired of the crying bouts, I tired of seeing my mother suffer. I just wish I could disappear. Of all the things I have ever been through, this is the hardest. I thought I was prepared for this, I realize now that I'm not. MS is a terrible, terrible disease. It hurts that she doesn't know her surroundings, I'm not sure if she even knows me at this point. All of these years she has been my rock, my inspiration, my fondation. My reason to keep going on . I miss her voice. This is truly killing me inside. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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