confusedboy16 Posted November 23, 2010 Report Share Posted November 23, 2010 (I'm not looking for answers, just advice)Hey,For a while now, on and off, I have been worried about being a "pedo". A have masturbated over younger people, nearly 100% of the time these boys have been sporty. I love sporty boys. Yes, I'm gay. I have a foot fetish. I'm confused. I don't think I "love" children. I know whenever I see a sporty "boy" have be it 10, 15, 20, I become aroused? I don't fancy them, I just love the idea of a sporty boy. I don't even know if it's an arrousal. I hate the thought of being a pedo, it scares me. I'm trying to be honest, and as explicit as I can be. I don't feel any urge to have sex, with anyone, let alone a child. The thought of having sex repulses me. It's like I get excited when I see sporty people, have be it "children". Whilst at the same time thinking "get away from the child". I'm not saying I don't feel like a pedo, I'm saying I truly don't feel like I'm attracted to children. I don't think about children that often. Only when my OCD is playing up. I feel like I'm just indenial. I'm just scared... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted November 24, 2010 Report Share Posted November 24, 2010 Are you seeing a therapist, confusedboy? Try to distract yourself from your worried thoughts. What hobbies/interests do you have? How has school been going? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
confusedboy16 Posted November 26, 2010 Author Report Share Posted November 26, 2010 Hello Irma,How are you?No, I am not. I do not want to. I don't have many hobbies. I don't like to go out, incase I see any children. : S Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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