anonimous2 Posted November 24, 2010 Report Share Posted November 24, 2010 Hey guys. It's been a while since I have been on. I had been doing really well since I broke things off with my fiancée, but the holidays closing in have triggered my anxiety. I'm being so chicken about seeing my family this year that I have completely opted out of my own family Thanksgiving & am going along with 2 of my friends to THEIR family thanksgiving. It's too late to go changing my mind now which is fine, but even though I am not going to see my family I still feel like they're going to judge me in my absence. That my not being there is going to cause them to feel hostility towards me or something. I'm sure this is completely ridiculous, they all love me, it just causes me extreme anxiety & guilt. Bleh. I know that Christmas is going to be super freaky just because I will most definitely have to go & spend it with my family, I don't want them to be upset that I missed thanksgiving or notice that I"m just freaked out in general at being there. I know once I'm there w/ them I will be fine it's just the anticipation leading up to being with them that is very frightening. Look at me, Christmas is a MONTH away & I'm already scared of it. AHHHH Any comforting words would be helpful =/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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