A problem i have, support and oppinions needed

[Cbarnes]

Hi

Ever since i was about 10 years old i have experiance strange thoughts about fast things, this usually made me emotional, it went when i was about 12 then came back for a short while then went again, when i was about 15 i started getting these wierd thoughts again but they were slightly different and wierd, they were where i could imagine things (not neseserilly what i see) going really fast light you see on adverts or movies sometimes, this made me feel ill, sick and have headaches and very unset and scared, i did have some help from a Mental Health Worker for about 8 sessions, and she was a nicer person but wasnt sure too much on what to make of it.

They started to go down in size and i started to become okay as i went in to a relationship with my girlfriend, then they came back about really bad, i have had the thoughts so much again but slightly different again, i could imagine myself or where ever i was being on like a fast ride where im shooting back and things are going past really fast, i also feel like im bou to tip up sort off like tilt up and that which is acompanied by like the imagination of like the fast noise like you hear of a washing machine,or srt of imagining going fast round in a washing machine, i dont see this and deep down know its not true but it feels so true, and if i know a song or think about what im going to say i start to imagine it going fast and that scares me, i find it so hard to relax and have so many wierd thoughts constantally, this causes me to think im going Mad and crazy, i usually get very upset and down, angry by it, ill sick and alo scared and off my food and cant get to sleep and i find it hard to relax, i can feel dizzy with this and my heart pumps faster, my girlfriend who has been with me know over a year tries to help me out but its hard for her and my family, the thoughts are my main concern and they seem so true although they are not.

I have been back to my doctor who has ran a blood test, which turned out posotive, after those im going to request a brain scan as i was not checked over after my car crash when i was around 8, i am very confused and they really do scare the life out of me and i am so certain im going to go insaine and not have a normal life, i have practised calming techniques but they dont work its hard to shake the feeling

What do you think? Could the thoughts be Intrusive Thoughts?

Many thanks for your time

Callum

[58corvette]

Hello Callum;

Are you on any Medication. It sounds like a lot of Anxiety. Im no professional; but from reading your Post, Maybe some type of Anti-Anxiety Med would help?

The Best to you!!!

[Cbarnes]

Hi

Well i am not on any at the moment, but i have been told by so many people it sounds like Anxiety the only strange part of the story is, i dont get them in attacks i get the thoughts constantally which then cause the Anxiety i suppose

Thanks

Callum

[Cbarnes]

I had quite a good day at my girlfriends and college today with mild Anxiety and Thoughts but i got hone then went to lay in bed and i cant sleep or eat as i am just worried for no reason and having the wierd thoughts

Thanks for those litsening