58corvette Posted December 4, 2010 Report Share Posted December 4, 2010 Unfortunatly I believe my Son who lives in this Hotel Room with me; is back to using Pills (His Addiction). Everytime he does he is like a Zombie, Smokes & falls asleep with it. Eats like he is goarding himself. Has trouble sleeping & constantly gets up & Tries but has trouble going to restroom & relieve himself. He also goes into Bathroom, Turns on Hot Water, Runs it forever & steams up Bathroom.Me on the other Hand Im a Mental Case. I cant help him other than continue to pay for this room so we have a roof over our head for now. I dont go out, Constantly Depressed, With Anxiety & Dont Socialize.What a basket Case I am. It is so sad for me to think where my Son & I will be in a Month or so when the Money Runs Out. I wish that "Intervention" show would have responded to my plea for help. Everyday I struggle with myself. Dont really want to Die, to afraid & keep thinking im not ready & that im still here for a reason?I just keep feeling Numb, Scared, Lost, Confused, with no direction. Like im just waiting for the worst to finally happen & the S--T to hit the fan.I love my Son so Much. God I hope we can get through this HELL!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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