needgoodhelp Posted December 13, 2010 Report Share Posted December 13, 2010 I'm continuing what I was saying in this post, http://community.mentalhelp.net/showthread.php?t=6124I get jealous over almost nothing it seems. I get so mad, over nothing. I feel like I do this, because I have no confidence, or self esteem, which sucks so much because I should. I find it impossible to comprehend the thought, that I am able to be someones life, that someone could choose me, and want to be with me and no other person. I just can't grasp that concept, though I can feel it with others. I can have the feeling of knowing the person I am with is who I want and no other, but how I feel about myself, and how I see myself, I cannot possibly think that. Like why would she want to be with me, when she could do so much better? I'm so scared she is going to leave me on any given day, in like any situation. Like, I get jealous of her having guy friends, talking to guys like even if I know for a fact, she isn't interested in them, and even if they are not interested in her. It still just makes my blood boil. Like the other day. And like once I get mad about something, if something even slightly resembles it, or just makes me think about it, I find some way to get mad about it. The worst part about this is I turn in to such a jerk.. Which brings me back to the anger... I don't want to lose her, but how I am acting, is pushing her away, and I'm pretty much getting rid of her on my own. I suck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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