Fox1990 Posted January 6, 2011 Report Share Posted January 6, 2011 Both my mom and I are dealing with soooo much. All the pressure is unbearable. I am extremely depressed or in an extreme rage.I have found myself of having thoughts of killing my mom and then commiting suicide.I wouldn't kill my mom because i am mad at her but simply because i dont want her to suffer anymore if she's dead she can't feel anymore, right? She'd be with our Heavenly Father, walking in green pastures.Then, well, the suicide is obvious.I can actually visualize the act in my head.This is definitely disturbing to me and it scares the hell out of me.Am i some kind of monster?-Fox Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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