stj17 Posted January 7, 2011 Report Share Posted January 7, 2011 I could write a real lot here, but I'm going to keep it as short and simple as possible.I just turned 20. This causes me much stress and mental anguish, though this is not my focus. I'm a gay male and I have known about my sexuality since the age of about 12 or 13, but didn't quite accept it fully until I was 15. I've never been in a sexual or romantic relationship with any person yet.Obviously 5 years have passed, and I'm still attracted to, well, "children," of that age. That is, the age of 15-ish. Not all of them obviously, just some. I don't know if I see this as a problem or not. I think it's relevant to add that I'm also attracted to guys my age and men that are significantly older. I'm not sure if this is okay or not. I don't know if it's the skewed view of pedophilia by society that makes me feel so horrible about this, or if it is something that is completely natural and common, or if there is actually something wrong with me.Please respond kindly and refrain from discussing shock treatments.Thanks.EDIT: It might also be important to add that I tend to think extensively on topics such as this and render myself weary and exhausted. I'm fairly educated psychologically and don't believe that I have any sort of disorder, though I think I'm probably relatively close-ish. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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