Ayumu Posted January 8, 2011 Report Share Posted January 8, 2011 A moment ago, I was feeling like a coward. I am watching American History X, and I can't stand watching the characters behave in a way that can lead to conflict. For example, saying something that will offend someone, and lead to fighting. It reflects my personality in general. Being absolutely careful about what I say. I have anxiety issues, and can not stand violence. I can't even stand testy conversations with my peers.I don't trust my friend. One of my closest mates I have known for about years. He does kick boxing and I am always weary of how he is going to behave. Hes never played up before, or done anything to make me feel this way. I am a coward and a horrible friend.About a year ago I decided to change the way I think, in the hope that I would become more productive. I was narcissistic. And was sick of feeling like shit. However, back then, I was full of confidence. Despite the fact that I had a low self esteem, I was strong. And now that everything changed, I have no confidence. I don't understand these new feelings. Can someone give me some advice on where I can improve my life. How I can be less of a coward and a better friend? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Buttons Posted January 8, 2011 Report Share Posted January 8, 2011 Hi Ayumu,I am sorry to hear that you are feeling this way, however I want to reassure you that you are not a coward for feeling this way. Not liking confrontation and violence may just be part of who you are. You say that you do not trust your friend. I don't think this makes you a bad friend at all, there must be an underlying reason. If you are comfortable, would you mind telling us a bit more about why you think you are having this issue with trust? And these feelings of being a "coward"? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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