Livingdisaster Posted January 30, 2011 Report Share Posted January 30, 2011 So I was sexually abused as a child by my uncle, && u see I never really told anyone until now. Im 18 now and it's been difficult ever since my mom and dad found out. The problem is that we all agreed that if I wanted to tell someone it would have to be my choice, my say, but dad went on to tell my grandparents who are my uncles parents. Not only that but I decided to trust in a friend who've Ive known for years and tell him my story. He didn't take it so well so he tries to avoid me which is understandable but now that people know why do I feel so alone, I feel idk unaccepted? And that makes it worse so I've been cutting for years now but now it's at its climax. The only solution I have comed up with to take these feelings away is by cutting. But sometimes when I cut it's like can you really keep on living with people knowing, and jundging me? I feel .... Dirty? I feel like I don't belong. You know.So the cuts been getting deeper and I don't want anyone to find out cuz if they do then what else would they think of me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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