shanrucas Posted February 13, 2011 Report Share Posted February 13, 2011 I really don't know how I seem to be able to keep going...I am so tired and depressed and not mention paralyzed with fear. I can't think straight,can't if its the stress of taking care of mom at the rate I have been, or is it a bipolor empisode, PTSD episode or all of the above. Today I woke up crying and I am still at it. The pain is so umbearable sometimes, I get confused about what I should do first. Where does my mom begin and I end. I feel I have lost my identity, don't know who I am anymore. don't know how much longer I can go on. I keep searching web sites on MS and caregiving and keep ending up stuck and not finding help. I have trouble even communicating what it is needed. I am not sure this is even making any sense, I am just spilling it out. I get scared about needing to go to the hospital..who would take care of mom. Don't have enough money anyway. I just don't think I can take much more. I want to crawl into a hole and never come out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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