hopefully not insane

[Leo1954]

i am trying to keep myself from going back to the deep black hole i have been before

sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you can pick yourself back up

i have appreciated the feedbacks i have been getting i definitely know everybody has been through issues and mind and physical events that will be there for the rest of our lives

but i honestly don't know if i can do it this time

i have tried just listening to music watching t.v. but because i am also moving almost everthing is packed up i am the type that will do anything around the house just to try to keep busy between Doctor appointments for my daughter & trying to deal with my moms lawyers on trying to get her in a better nursing home the only out for me is here i am the type that can't look at people and say or try to say how i feel but i am trying the best way i can please forgive me if it dosen't make sense i am trying

[shanrucas]

Its ok....don't worry about trying to make since, just let it flow out as needed. Do what you can to keep out of that dark place, if you ever feel that you are in crisis, please feel free to post in urgent need.