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Darkness Posted August 16, 2012 Author Report Share Posted August 16, 2012 I have no idea what the fuck I was on when I wrote this... Ok I do know, I was manically high and insanely unstable (I have bipolar). I know I have some older draft of this on my computer... but I think this is different then it and I need to look over this. A couple of months after I wrote this my connection to the spiritual world kind of... died. Evocation became harder I have no idea what happened, but I think that amist all my insanity there was a grain of something good in there. Perhaps I was just pushing my limits in ways I never had before by exploring taboos, or perhaps I was just crazy. Sometimes the line between enlightenment and falling face-first into insanity is very thin indeed.I suspect what happened was that I jumped head-first into things and ideas without a seat belt, so to speak. I explored the dark reccesses of my mind wthout precuations. And because of that, I got scared by what I saw and backed out so fast that I wasn't willing to face myself again in ways that I did here. It was probably Satan, as always, working as an accuser and a tester, making me push out against my limits. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LaLa Posted August 16, 2012 Report Share Posted August 16, 2012 I'm glad to see this change and new insights ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darkness Posted August 17, 2012 Author Report Share Posted August 17, 2012 I'm glad to see this change and new insights ...pft. I looked through it and realized what I was that happened. I fear what I am capable of and so i stopped loving myself completely lol.OK so now to dleete this all Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
malign Posted August 17, 2012 Report Share Posted August 17, 2012 We should all fear what we're capable of.And we should all love what we're capable of.Sanity is a state of acceptance for both capabilities. Neither one needs to be hidden.Call it whatever you like, we all need a connection to our spirit, and fear the loss of that connection. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darkness Posted August 18, 2012 Author Report Share Posted August 18, 2012 We should all fear what we're capable of.And we should all love what we're capable of.Sanity is a state of acceptance for both capabilities. Neither one needs to be hidden.Call it whatever you like, we all need a connection to our spirit, and fear the loss of that connection.True, but I don't think I should "fear" part of myself, as that makes controlling it harder. Fear cripples. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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