dvnJ22 Posted December 28, 2012 Report Posted December 28, 2012 I have had depression my whole life. But when I was 16 I had a psychotic break. I had a lot of bottled up rage. And I would get to the point where i felt nothing, it got so bad that I would beat my moms dog. It happened a couple times. Now that I am older I am completely disgusted with my self. I struggle with hating myself. I know I can change but it feels wrong to love myself..... It be immoral and unjust.
finding my way Posted December 28, 2012 Report Posted December 28, 2012 Is there something you can write out to say to that part of you that was so lost that he went psychotic? That must have been a tremendous amount of pain. Many humans don't do well with huge amounts of mental pain. :( Reaching across to that part of you takes a great deal of courage, and that would be a moral and just act.
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