nunster Posted February 19, 2015 Report Share Posted February 19, 2015 I have run out of hope. My body is so messed up it is pathetic. Been hoping to die like my only friend I had died about two years ago now. Been trying. I am so post to get the pump in me refilled that puts pain meds onto my messed up painfull back. I am just a 380lb monster. Only woman that has had anything to do with me lives so far away it does not matter. All I have in my life is PAIN. Love? I know what hate is. I have three sisters and two brothers and a mother died hating me. I haven't been taking my meds lately. . now my mind is drawing a blank and gets hard to think. I don't know just dont know Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted February 20, 2015 Report Share Posted February 20, 2015 hello, nunster, and welcome to the forum.i was so moved by your post, i'm so sorry you have to go through this. i really don't know what to tell you except that we're here if you need to talk.take care nunster. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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