Becomingwater Posted March 18, 2015 Report Share Posted March 18, 2015 I've posted before but t doesn't seem to have shown up. I'll try again. I'm 28 with aspergers. My wife lest me a year ago and took my car costing me a job. I'm in a potentially toxic or anusive relationship and stuck until I can get a car, my mother and grandparents died of suicide. Im really feeling anxious and unhappy and I feel like I cannot talk to anyone. I need help or at least to talk to someone until I can afford counciling. I'm unsettled. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted March 19, 2015 Report Share Posted March 19, 2015 Welcome to the community, Becomingwater. I apologize for the delay of your posts being visible. Initial posts have to be approved by a moderator. You have been through a lot. I'm sorry for your losses and your current struggles. It's difficult to feel alone during challenging times. You can always express yourself here if it helps.Are you able to save money toward buying a car? What helps when you feel anxious? Have you tried deep breathing or mediation or any other relaxation techniques?I hope things improve and you feel better soon. Take care. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Becomingwater Posted March 19, 2015 Author Report Share Posted March 19, 2015 I meditate regularly as part of my therapy for aspergers. Lately it's been more depression than anxiety. I am saving for a car it's just the time between point a and point b and dealing with this turmoil. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bman Posted March 31, 2015 Report Share Posted March 31, 2015 Thats a lot to deal with but it sounds like things are moving in the right direction. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Buggyflex Posted April 3, 2015 Report Share Posted April 3, 2015 Hi! I'm sorry that you had to go through so much. It makes having a mental disorder so much harder. My dad was an alcoholic and my mom had anger problems. So, I when I was diagnosed with bipolar depression I started blaming it on having a bad home life growing up, even though thats not true. But yeah. I found myself always envying other people who did have a good home life, and just wishing for it all the time. I copied people thinking that I was messed up and they were 'normal'. I have recently embraced who I am. And I'm happy about that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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