this is the first time i've used this site. i feel like im drowning, im so ridiculously stressed about work, my relationship, starting school after a 4 year break, relationships with everyone in general, i'm scared im going to lose my job because i am so close to just completely losing it at work. i am my own support system and obviously it's not working out very well... i have weird abandonment issues and my boyfriend is on a cruise for the next week and i won't be able to talk to him. i feel so sick, so tired, all the time. worst migraines. i've hit a brick wall and im scared for myself.