mle51

I'm really Enjoying it quite well I'm 51 Never had no kids Living Single. I do have a lot of mental and health problems But as I look around at my life Now how it is It's a whole lot better than where I used to be.Homeless,And all the illegal drugsThat I used to do back then. I just simply grew up. Got on my feet So I don't really consider this a midlife crisis To me anyway. This is just a little Vacation Until I start Walking up The next 50 steps/years In my life.

Thanks for your reply I'll be alright I just got to know who's priority in my life First then go from there.

How come people pretend to be your friend, Just in the past 9 months I got diagnosed With hypothyroidism,COPD,Left lung Nodule. Already have PTSD, Depression/Anxiety, Trust/Abandonment Issues. Also a Adult Survivor Of sexual abuse. I guess what I'm getting at is I have a few close friends I can count on one hand Are they say call themselves my friends Now I quit smoking Or at least trying to Doctors orders. But what I don't understand it seems like they don't want to listen to my problems Its always the other way around, Or they just coming down to see me When they need something. I don't want pity I just want a Friend who will listen. The only true friend I had moved away Cuz your lease was up. My apartment Complex. I'm wondering if I should just go find new friends.