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I mean, when I was 13, an occupational therapist said I might have Asperger's syndrome and I overreacted because I wanted to feel as "normal" as possible. My brain is split into two camps: the part of myself that knows that you should seek professional help when you are in need, and the "awkward 13 year old" part of myself who wants to feel cool and socially competent.

I have this problem of adjusting to phases. I've been like this for a long time. I remember being thirteen and feeling sad about not being able to get away with childish things anymore and now that I'm eighteen and turning nineteen, I'm sad that I can no longer get away with teenybopper things anymore. BTW, here's a song I connect with my situation. It may be a widow's song, but I give it my own meaning:

My brain works like this: "When you are going through bad times, just idealize an era in your life and cry about the loss of it."

When we were younger, we were taught to be kind to people with mental illnesses/special needs, but we were not taught how to react correctly when the mentally ill person you're facing is yourself, This is the problem I am afraid of.

I feel like I was unintentionally hurt by the post that went like this: "You have too many of the warning signs of bipolar disorder." It is clear that the person who said that only wanted to scare me into going to therapy, but it unintentionally sounds like the people in my life who have told me that I was too (insert negative trait here).

This part.

For example, he said on Twitter that women have no right to complain about being paid less when they expect men to pay for dinner.

That thread I posted about being rejected on Facebook is more proof of my overly nostalgic character.

I know this is the third time I have posted this thread, but I am curious if this is a problem caused by the chemicals in my brain like people in this thread have said is possible, or if this is a personality problem: http://www.city-data...-following.html i am not asking for a diagnosis, of course, just opinions.

Take this thread, for example. I wrote it with an overly nostalgic tone of voice: http://www.city-data...-following.html Also, actually, back in 2012-13, I looked back on my grade school days in an overly nostalgic manner.

How is it possible?

By the way, I have a tendency to take to heart too much what others have said on the Internet.

Have people on the Internet said you had a certain mental illness? Also, if you've also sought psychiatric help, what have you been diagnosed with and could you compare it to what people on the Internet have said?

When you saw the thread I created in City-Data, what did you think?

The Nekci Menij Show - Episode 16 - Blockout 2.0: This video describes my mood swings. Sometimes, I am in a good mood, like Adole was at the start of this video, but then people make offensive jokes about me, and I end up with a bad mood.