I was watching TV waiting for my brother to finish up with the computer so I can start on my assignments for class. There was a preview for a movie called Due Date that is coming out next month. On the same day my angel would have been in my arms. It feels like cruel irony in a way.

I wrote him a letter a couple weeks ago and since then I felt better about everything. I felt a little at peace for the first time in months. I barely realized a few days ago how close that day was coming when I had dreaded it for a while not wanting to think about it. I know that it is inevitable. That day was bound to come. I wonder if it will just come and go like any other day.