It's not worth it to pursue people who is not interested in you enough to keep in touch.
Surprisingly, the people who were keeping in touch with me were the people I didn't expect to.
I'm obsessing about this I guess. Maybe I should make a plan and go out and find new friends, real friends. I can't stay cooped up in the house all the time. What will I teach my daughter? That you can't have friends who care about you?