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I started cutting myself over a year ago and had quit for some time but now I'm doing it again. I can't stop myself even if I think about how I don't want to do it anymore. Ever since I moved to college I have been getting more and more depressed and my anxiety has been getting worse. I've tried to reach out to my school's counsellors system but they never return any of my calls and don't seem to care. A few weeks ago I was raped and that made everything so much worse. I haven't gone to any of my classes in a long time and I feel like I just want to take at least a semester off to just cool off for a little by and decide what to do next but I don't know what's will happen to my gpa and I'm freaked out about that. I've never thought of suicide until just this past week and the only thing that's keeping me from really hurting myself are my cats. They've been through everything with me and I've had them for almost 14 years I couldn't bear to think of leaving them all on their own. They honestly mean more to my than my own family. Tonight I've been having panic attacks non stop and I'm trying to convince myself to not self harm anymore but it's really hard not to. I'm scared because trump is our president and the house and senate and everything is all republican. Im disabled a woman and gay and I am honestly fearful for my life and all I see are all these disgusting racists homophobic islamaphobic people happy about trump winning and I don't want to be here anymore. I can't take it. I am so scared.
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