softpools Posted April 17, 2008 Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 My name is nagaraju.I am suffering from OCD since last 12 yrs. when I am 12 yrs old one day while I am idle gone through one devotional book called mahabharath in that I read how the gods arjuna,krishna dies.From that moment I had a feeling that everyone was going to die at some time then why we are putting lots of care and attention for this life.From that point I startes thinking about irreational things like thinking about the earth,universe and got the feeling that we are livin in unsecured place,feeling fear,distrub,anxity and putting myself into lots of stress Now I completed my M.C.A and working as both lecturer and project freelancer.I gone through lots of up and downs but I never care and worry about reallife activities only I had fear to these abused taughts and finding myself in unsecureplace.wiht these I have lots of other feelins like how we can walk,hear and so.. I consulted a doctor 11 years back and confirmed I have OCD problem.From that moment I started taking medication it works well for me for 1 year after that periodically I am getting the same thing. I worked in two software companies but I am not able to live out of my place thats why I leaved those jobs. One thing I have to say I am not very stric follwer of madicine. Personally I am a brave person having lots of personal and educational skills and great leadership abilities.I got first rank in all my educational standards.I worked as a motivatin factor of lots of people but I am not able ristrict myself with this OCD. My family members very effectionate towards me and they are doing their help to support me Any advices from you will be great Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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