sciencegirl Posted April 29, 2008 Report Share Posted April 29, 2008 Tomorro morning I have a doctors appointment to talk about how I am feeling right now.I am so worried, i just don't know where to start. I don't know how to tell them what I feel without feeling silly and feeling like I am wasting their time when other people who are actually ill could be seing the doctor instead of me.I have just been signed off work sick for a few days because I feel like I can not cope with my life anymore, not that there is anything to cope with. Last week i burst into tears at work, i felt like everything was ontop of me, everything was happening for a reason and i didn't even know why i was there. I have had these feelings for a long time. for the past couple of months i have rarely eaten, i have no appetite, i just don't want to eat, it doesn't appeal to me. I am going 2 - 3 days without sleeping, i just lie on my bed doing nothing, not moving, i feel like i can't, i will spend about 20minutes just thinking about sitting up before i manage to do so. Its like everything is a massive huge effort, i have no energy or interest. I hate the thought of being with people, i feel like they always have better things to do than talk to me, but deep down i kinda know that is not true, they are my friends and they are really trying to help me right now, but i feel like i am just a burden and dragging them down too. I dont even know why i am sad, sometimes i am happy, but not for long, because i start to feel guilty about things that i dont even need to think of feel guilty about. Normally at work, i can cope with everything and it never sees to bother me, but these last few weeks, i just cant, i start to panick, i can't smile and people ask me too and it just makes me feel worse. My question is, how do i tell the doctor this? will they just laugh at me and do you think i would be wasting his / her time? Thank you for this, its so much appreciated, i just can't go on like this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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