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I used to cut a lot because it was kinda a cool way to hurt myself, without showing or telling anyone. Yes I do know thats ridiculous but its how I was thinking. I had major troubles with kids in school because they could verbally abuse me as much as they wanted because the school had a zero fighting tolerance. In some ways that I bad thing.

I haven't cut in a long time but every time I get angry I have major trouble because I'm going crazy just not to cut. Heck I want to cut right now but now I'm a bit smarter though not smart enough on how to deal with this problem.

I'd appreciate the help.

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Lovely Wendie

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No it is not ridiculous, It takes someone who has cut them selves as well to understand. Most people do not understand the feelings that are there to make you cut, they just look at you like you need to be put away. I know because I'm a recovering cutter.

I have taken all the feelings that made me cut, all the horrid memories from my child hood. An gave them to Jesus, you see it is taken me many years to figure out that Jesus is the only one who really knows what I'm feeling,how much pain there is. There is this overwhelming sense of peace, and comfort, there are days when It creeps up on me again I ,get angry they are fewer and farther between now. That's when rather than cutting I beat the crap out of a punching bag, take a long walk.

Hang in there, it's along bumpy road. One I never thought I'd see the end of, I am at the end and I can look back in amazement and see just how strong I really was.

You will be able to as well, have faith and believe! Here is something I ran across when I was struggling, it really helped me. I hung it at work, in the bathroom at home, my bed room. Maybe it will help you :)

Kate

MY CHILD.

You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father. Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…Will you be my child? John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32

LOVE, YOUR DAD

I used to cut a lot because it was kinda a cool way to hurt myself, without showing or telling anyone. Yes I do know thats ridiculous but its how I was thinking. I had major troubles with kids in school because they could verbally abuse me as much as they wanted because the school had a zero fighting tolerance. In some ways that I bad thing.

I haven't cut in a long time but every time I get angry I have major trouble because I'm going crazy just not to cut. Heck I want to cut right now but now I'm a bit smarter though not smart enough on how to deal with this problem.

I'd appreciate the help.

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