Electrum Posted July 12, 2010 Report Share Posted July 12, 2010 Does anyone else here have religious delusions and hallucinations? Or what you'd consider an extremely significant spiritual experience that makes you question your sanity? I still don't know if mine are or are not real yet. It drives me nuts. Freaky things like.. I see shadow people. And there's this one I see and he wears a fedora hat. Silly, I know, but he does. Ok, so I finally get up enough courage to google shadow people and apparently there are tons of sightings of these things.Most people see them out of the corner of there eyes. I do not. I can see them. Sometimes feel them there starring at me. This can be when I'm fully conscious (most not right before or after I sleep, because there is a scientific explanation for those hallucinations I forget what it's called). Ok the freakiest 'effing thing I found. Some people have seen a shadow person with a FEDORA hat. I'm not the only person who has seen this damn thing!?!?!? I'm not sure if we're allowed to list links here, but if you're curious google shadow people and with a little digging you'll find sightings of the man in the fedora hat. I always had a feeling, or a knowledge, that the man in the fedora was evil. Some sort of leader of the shadow people. Granted, most people would think a shadow person is evil I'm sure, but the fact that others get the same extremely mallicious feel of the fedora man just creeps me out. I don't know. It's so hard to be this way. The last time I saw a shadow person I was in the mental hospital. I had no roomate and I was laying in bed just kinda starring at the other bed when like a misty pool of black substance started to wafte around and eventually formed into a shadow person. Ok, scary yes, but I have gotten a bit used to them so I just turned around to face my wall and eventually fell asleep. The next morning I don't feel right AT ALL. Note that I had not started on any new medications yet. Everything seemed dreamy and I could see like... I geuss it's almost like seeing the particles that make up matter. Anyway, I told the nurse about what I saw and the particles (which I still see all the time) and trance and she started to do some normal checkups. I had a fever of 101! Sure, I felt hot, but not sick. She took my pulse and my pulse was really high. She got worried and they sent me over to a doctor but they confirmed I was not dehydrated or diabetic or even sick. That night they prescribed me risperdal (anti-psychotic). That's the last time I saw a shadow person. The physical symptomes just kinda freak me out. The risperdal put me in a fog for the rest of my stay. I've had tons of other experiences but that is my most recent one. I'd like to hear others if any other people experience these things, real or not or maybe :confused: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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