Solstice Posted September 2, 2010 Report Share Posted September 2, 2010 No matter how hard I've tried, I've never been able to make my life "work." I spent years struggling on my own with horrible self-esteem, a miserable marriage, no close friends, and parents who never wanted me in the first place and don't understand me now. I've spent the past three months in therapy, taking meds for the depression I was finally diagnosed with, hoping that maybe I might finally have found the answer to how to make my life worth living. Long story short, I didn't find the answer. My therapist is of little help. As far as I can tell, the meds have caused nothing more than a 10-pound weight gain. My husband announced yesterday that he thinks I'm a repulsive human being. I agree. I think about the good people who die every day, leaving people behind who love them and miss them, and I can't figure out why I'm still here, when I add no value to anything or anyone. And I'm sitting here typing this and I honestly don't know how I'm going to find the strength to get up, go home, start all over again tomorrow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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