inferiority Posted November 1, 2011 Report Share Posted November 1, 2011 (edited) hello everyone,i have been a member of this site for a few months now, but i have come to a point where, in addition to my other problem, i can no longer put off the fact that i have been experiencing really bizarre, and at times scary hallucinations, both visual and auditory. a little more about me is that i am an american 16 year old boy who originally came to this site because of my other problem.... exclusive pedophilia. i have received a lot of help for that problem and i am hoping to get the same out of this subforum the hallucinations started back somewhere near the beginning of summer this year, and at first i payed them little to no mind whatsoever, just because i didn't want to concentrate on something that seemed so les important when i was dealing with my other problem here.the first of thse hallucinations that i can remember having, im sure there are earlier ones, but this is the one i can remember, was being on this site and seeing one of the profile pictures morph into other things before my eyes. Since then, the hallucinations have been getting more and more common and more involved as well. Like teh other day in school, i was sitting in my math class and i heard a feminine voice say into my ear to look at my hand, and when i did, my hand looked disgusting and rotten, full of holes and spots all over it. i was freaked out a lot, but tried to maintain a level of calmness, so i didnt try to show i was freaked out to the rest of the class. this hallucination lasted for about a minute before it finally ended.it has now gotten to the point that i can't go a single day without having some combination of audio and visual hallucinations of some sort. i have made it a habit to constantly listen to music whenever possible in an attempt to sort of tune out the audio hallucinations, if it makes any difference at all.lately i have just been isolating myself a lot more than i usually do and i have this notion that everyone is staring at me when i am walking around places, like all eyes are on me.the one i had today was an auditory one, and was basically me hearing a loud mumbling voice in my left ear, even though i am the only one home right now... all the rest of my family are out trick or treating......they all look and sound so real, its sometimes hard to differientiate them from reality i know this post is probably pretty vague, but thanks for reading anyway,any help is appreciated.inf Edited November 1, 2011 by inferiority Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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