Fedup Posted December 8, 2011 Report Share Posted December 8, 2011 Feeling a bit down about it at the moment and thought I'd post my thoughts somewhere. I think it was very much a case of the Meatloaf song "Two out of three aint bad" as I needed her, wanted her but wasn't sure if I loved her. That is where we came unstuck as she needed a lot of loving attention and I was only able to produce it sparingly. Still it's the first time I've ever had regular sex and as it turns out I have premature ejactulation when sober. When combined with a small penis does not look good.I don't think I love her but I'm not totally certain. I know I was in tears earlier about the split up and I only really cry at the death of loved ones in the past. Do I love her but just don't know it? Or am I just scared that I won't find anyone else to accept me? It took 26 years for my first relationship, who knows when the next will come?Sorry that I'm not asking anything too specific but a bit confused right now. I'm not sure if I should be doing everything I can to hold on to this girl or if I should let her go. I'm pretty certain can win her back with a big show of romance. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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