goobertron Posted February 9, 2012 Report Share Posted February 9, 2012 Hi all, sorry to post again so soon but I don't feel like a person anymore. I have returned from seeing my counsellor re my anxiety and depression and it looks like I have been referred to see someone more specialist as it were with reference to my OCD and anxiety etc. Also she recommended I see a psycho sexual therapist which I think is needed as well. I came home crying my eyes out and feel like everything is happening around me and I feel numb. I am so on edge and have so many intrusive thoughts coming my way (thought action fusion) that I don't know what is real and what isn't. As mentioned in a previous post I am in the beginnings of a relationship with a lovely girl and yet already I am having so many thoughts which could ruin it. For example I text back a girl today who I had had a liason with before in the past and despite the reply being a response to a banterful text from her, taking the mick out of a sport I love, part of my head text back and thought about a liason etc, yet all it was, was a thought, and part of me now thinks that I have already "cheated" on this new girl and part of me thinks because its more than likely an intrusive thought that it doesnt really matter and I should put it to the back of my mind. I really feel awful right now and nothing seems to make sense to me anymore. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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