Well, starting over again is going REALLY fucking well so far. I can't qualify for the insurance I need here because I need to have been uninsured for a period of 12 fucking months. Getting forced to either go back to a job I hate (if I can even get it back) in order to live with a friend (which is reasonable, but I can't face ANYONE right now, let alone the retail public) or stay trapped at my parents' filthy house trying in vain to scrape 5 or more years worth of crap and neglect off in return