Well I had to take a break from all the madness that happened this past weekend so my son and I are here at my house is Hawaii clearing my mind and soaking up the sun It is so interesting and scary how unperdictable life can be! I always thought that when I got married I would be married for life, no ifs ands or buts...WELL now I am not too sure about that! I really do not know how to feel right now but am trying to stay optimistic about wither outcome. My husband and I have been married 5