Today is not a good day. (It is a lot better from yesterday, but still not good.) And why? Why should I fret if I'm still working? Why should I get upset when my colleague with whom I had a spat yesterday already apologized? Why should I whine when it's only a few days left before my husband will start job training? Why should I be complaining when my husband already got a job?

I DON'T KNOW, ALL I KNOW IS THAT I STILL FEEL THERE'S A RESENTMENT TOWARDS ME FROM MY COLLEAGUE AND HER FRIENDS AND IT'S AFFECTING MY DAY SOMEHOW....HOW PATHETIC IS THAT?!?

I tell myself I shouldn't care, that I should focus on my work----it's the REASON why I'm here. It just feels awkward that I didn't eat lunch w/ them in the pantry. I didn't feel like being with them right now. I don't know how I'm gonna act towards them. Geez, I'm stuck, aren't I??

Get over it,girl,you can't expect to be friends w/ everybody. You'll find your real friends eventually. Don't mind them, as long as you're doing your job and you're not offending anybody.