This whole situation has gotten completely out of hand. Wifey and OW came to blows Monday night. I ultimately chose Wifey, because I know I'll never be strong enough to be the asshole I have to be for OW and I to be together. OW has told me again that she'll be waiting until Wifey screws up this chance. But I know that no matter how many times Wifey screws up, no matter how bad she treats me, I'll never get away. So I might as well try and make the best of it.